I’ve lost something…

I was having a conversation with someone special to me today when I suddenly realized I’d lost something.

A friendship? No, you were NEVER my friend.

My confidence? Nope, I’m sexy as Hell with a great imagination and a wicked sharp tongue.

My heart? No, The little piece I’d given you I took back when, after I left you because you’re an asshole, you asked me to call you if I ever needed a friend to talk to. Yah, you’re the last person on Earth I would trust.

THAT’S it!! You…bastard. I didn’t lose it, you stole my ability to trust. You stupid fucking little prick!

The last words I said to you, which will be last I ever say to you, we’re I’M DONE.

I’m done with this. I’m done with being upset, NOT over missing you, haven’t for a solitary moment since I walked away, but with allowing myself to be played by a poser like you.

So, now, I’m taking that back too.

I will play, loudly, I will revel in the heat of what I like, and I will trust someone more deserving than you ever were.

Oh, and one last thing, one last time…..

FUCK YOU!!